Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Guilty Pleasure...

ahhhh yeaaaahhh... I've gone back to my pop roots and... and... I can't help but to sing along with you Justin Bieber!

My World 2.0 has been on repeat for the past 48 hours. I. AM. A. HUGE. NERD! : ) 
"Your my one love 
My one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell one time..." 
Cheesy lyrics [check]


Hit the nail on the head

Man my best friend couldn't have put this in any other way in tonight's conversation....


"... Like everything is up in the air. 
So it's hard for you to move on.
or stay.
because you just don't know.
as a result your stuck in an emotional limbo.
looking for an exit." 
I want to just put my feelings aside and give up. But then I might just might miss out on someone so amazing. Well I'm getting a way ahead of myself cause nothing has happened. 

"i must stay focus on school, MUST MUST MUST!"

Well anyways a picture from Vegas! Thank you sooooo much Lila <3

I can't wait to get my disposable camera developed! 


Sunday, April 11, 2010

someday...

I seriously LOVE Jcrew wedding attire! I saw this window down at the Grove in L.A. it literally took my breath away.  I also take so much joy into weddings in general, so that fact that #1 i love all jcrew things and #2 they have a wedding collection, it's icing on the cake. I'm excited to go help my sissy with two weddings for the spring, first is April 24th in San Gabriel, second is May 1st in San Diego. wooo hoo! =O 

ANYWAYS

These are my top 3 dresses that I'm diggin' at the moment... ::sigh::






Friday, April 9, 2010

little by little...

I DESPERATELY NEED TO GO FOR A RUN! 

Tonight at work my friend Melissa she suggested something that seems impossible for me. That would be to pay $60 bucks to train for a triathlon! Ever since January (thanks to my friend Zach) I've been changing the way I eat and how active I am. When i said thanks to him i mean 
THANK YOU for getting me started! Though I give my self more of a pat on the back cause after he tried to train me for 3 trials (which kicked my butt but it was great) I just ended up taking over and tried to stay on top of my work out regimen (does that even make sense?). Well so back to my friend Melissa... well she was saying how we would work out as if we were training for a triathlon. I half heartedly want to eventually accomplish this insane physical course. Mentally I feel like I am pretty weak. If i start to feel lots of pain, 80% of the time i'm just like "effff this" and give up. This is something off my "bucket list". Well for now i'll have to put it off because I don't even have $60 bucks to even do it... (pssst. i'd rather use that money for a vacation anyways) haha. 

Someday...
I WILL DEFEAT YOU TRIATHLON!


P.S. Then I'll be able to be like this AMAZING guy too and we'll do one together! : )


P.P.S. "Hi my name is Zach, I love to run, swim, and ride in intense and rigorous courses. I love the rush!" Yeah I'll be able to accomplish it with him too! 

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Wowie Zowie

SPRING BREAK, YOU BIT ME IN THE BUTT! 

thank you kev for being my encourager tonight. 

Fun. - Be Calm
Dedicated to homegirl K-Chow! Here’s my advice for your week.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

I wear my heart on my sleeve...

"Be sittin up in my room
Back here thinking 'bout you
I must confess I'm a mess for you
Be sittin up in my room
Back here thinking 'bout you
I'm just a mess with a thang for you..."

This song by miss Brandy is so cheesy but man it's kind of how I am feeling at the moment... LAME-O. La la la lame, but come on don't you just love that feeling you get in your stomach? You know the, "I've got the butterflies" kind of feeling. 

Saturday night I ended up just kickin' it at home. I've started spring break pretty early and loved the ENTIRE week! One of my girls that I'm pretty tight with, her name is Elsa Bernal (roll that rrr and it sounds more hispanic). haha We were on the phone for a while just picking at life and being a great listener to all the ramblings i got going on in my "love life". ha! She has this ability to read people VERY WELL. Not only that but she's really big on zodiac signs. In the long run I'm going to try and keep my heart guarded and just take my time and hopefully I won't pass up something amazing... 

I <3 My Girl Elsa Bernal! No scratch that I not only <3 her but ALL my GIRLS!
 They all have the best intentions for me and always have my back.