Friday, July 2, 2010

i wonder...

I keep thinking to myself, "Did I end up doing the right thing?"...

I find myself battling on certain things going on in my life. Lately it has been a constant push and pull feeling with my heart in my situation. 
I keep thinking that it's over it's not going to happen so heck move on... 
but
there was something inside of me that wanted to keep fighting for it and i hate this little blurb, "wishful thinking

ahh a friend said the word healing to me via text... Yeah i do need some healing for right now. I really dislike that I'm a virgo... hmmmph. I wear my heart on my sleeve too much.
Man it's only been the first day and it was pretty hard. I CAN DO IT!

There is so much more to life than relationships of the more intimate part. For now, for my insanity, i need to really shift my focuse on myself and really shaping and forming my life and who I am as a woman.

I'm taking the wheel no more being the passanger! lol lame i know. ; )

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