OTS: "Somebody to Love" - A Justin Bieber Cover

I feel like a lost soul right now...

I will NOT chase after you any longer...

Florence and the Machine - Dog Days Are Over (Steve Pitron and Max Sanna...

MY MUSIC FIX...

i wonder...

I keep thinking to myself, "Did I end up doing the right thing?"...

I find myself battling on certain things going on in my life. Lately it has been a constant push and pull feeling with my heart in my situation. 

I keep thinking that it's over it's not going to happen so heck move on... 

but

there was something inside of me that wanted to keep fighting for it and i hate this little blurb, "wishful thinking" 

ahh a friend said the word healing to me via text... Yeah i do need some healing for right now. I really dislike that I'm a virgo... hmmmph. I wear my heart on my sleeve too much.
Man it's only been the first day and it was pretty hard. I CAN DO IT!

There is so much more to life than relationships of the more intimate part. For now, for my insanity, i need to really shift my focuse on myself and really shaping and forming my life and who I am as a woman.

I'm taking the wheel no more being the passanger! lol lame i know. ; )