21

It as almost been a month since that zero turned into a one. Time has certainly flown right from underneath my nose. This is the time for change and exploring of my soul. I am so blessed to have so many people in my life who support and given me encouragement. I also love everyone of them who have brought me back down to reality when needed. Which tends to be quite often. There is so much out in the world I want to grasp with my own two hands. The only thing is, is that I ONLY have two hands. I've noticed lately about myself that I tend to always just settle for things in my world. So that's my problem, just settling when I know I can do better or make it better. My hearts desire is something I need to pay more attention to and carefully observe as well. I always wear my heart on my sleeve and somehow wish that I can be more discrete or speak up. Last month my aunt told me this phrase, "work hard then you can play hard". Another phrase that I have been dwelling on was by my manager/big bro, "just do it, like nike. Just do it!" Lastly, this is something that when ever I have a stop in the road and I'm stuck it boils down to this, "What is it that you want?". All three of these quotes are what I try to keep in mind to guide me to my future. For right now I'll just end it here cause there is just nothing left to say. This entire blog was box full of random thoughts. I hate journals but this will have to do. I love that i can just spill everything out here. "20 is out, and let 21 begin."