Anyways, I just slightly skimmed over all the posts I have up on here. It's been a little bit over a year since I decided to begin a blog on this site. There is this HUGE gap from February until now, September. Even with Xanga (a very old blog site) I ended up doing the same thing. I'll jot down a few entries and leave for a year and return back to where i left off. When I was little loved collecting little journals but I also hated them. Its a good place to leave all thoughts out but I felt so dumb after going back and reading them! This probably justifies the reason why I stop doing blogs for a while. So don't be surprised if you come back and it says February 2010. harhar
Forgive me because ALL my entries have a tendency to switch up with every paragraph. That's just the way I have my thoughts, literally. If you haven't noticed that's how I talk too. =) Now with that warning out of the way, my purpose of todays entry is about that particular mesh with someone (I guess you can put it in the whole "relationship/dating" obsessive category). I say obsessive not because I am (it's more a fascination) but because I believe everyone has something to say about this particular topic.
I am having this hard time grasping certain things currently going on in my life about this subject. My whole beef is why take your time with someone. No this does not pertain to the areas of sex AT ALL! So get your head out of the gutter. When you have such a strong connection with someone and there's an amazing chemistry between the two, why not speak up and make something of it? Then there's the side of "why not just let it be the way it is. It's already fine and working, isn't it?" I don't think we realize that our lives here on earth is REALLY short. On average humans are alive for only 80+ years? I suppose this is my proactive voice imbedded in me. They shouldn't have to be scared. What if time keeps passing by and a word is never exchanged between the two something wonderful could have been. Someone please enlighten me with your thoughts.
** 5 bucks i bet, in a month i will read this and I'll want to delete it.** =)
